At a personal level, how did conceptualising and writing this book affect you? Was it in some ways cathartic?

It was both a cathartic and a painful journey. A year after Article 370’s revocation when I started collecting material to write, the brutal impact of how peoples’ lives were shaping within Jammu Kashmir, particularly in the Valley, saddened me immensely. I could sense the overwhelming pain (of those who spoke) and sense of fear (of those who were hesitant to speak) that people were dealing with. There was an immense sense of loss and despair I had to grapple with. I collected whatever I could and pieced together a holistic picture of how J&K was being dismantled and re-shaped and the picture in its entirety was horrifying.

But yes, writing the book was therapeutic. As journalists, we see things around us that traumatise us constantly but our work acts as therapy too. But this time it was different. Since I feel I have at best been able to share just small glimpses of what is happening in J&K, it also kindles a desire to probe and write more. So, my cathartic experience goes in tandem with an uneasy restlessness.